Darkness....truly apocalyptic in mood and hard as fcuk.

Thanks 4 your encouraging words there are to many artist out here doing this music without a purpose. And causing mad confucion to our youth talking out violence and rebellion. But thats why I'm here to put an end to it.

Thanks for turning me inside out Conkuss. I'm thinking holy .... what kind of headspace were you in at the time of writing...then I scrolled down and saw your picture...now I get it. Killer stuff. Rated!!! Now I am going to have to dig out my old teddy bear to sleep with tonight...thanks man.

damn that almost sounded like lemme in the middle there dude.. rated!!!

You guided me back gently towards the song and then left me in the ring with the lions! You entertain me. You amaze me with your mixing of the brews..You scare me! Madness I say, madness! Shiver, quiver... demonic, manic torture. Downright I-rate! lol... Now - I nod my head...point down with a mirror and reflect the words written by Mark Ellis and a few other souls! In closing. I hope you are all right over there, and I hope to not have nighmares again! Can I be excused now. lol... :)

There are a lot of words been written below, and I don't honestly think I can add to the observations and comments that are written there, what I will say is that for myself I can't even imagine how you would even start a project such as this, It has the most menacing ambience, and does really conjure up all sorts of brutal visions in my mind, now when I was at scholl, they used to hurt us, and there was some sadistic ....s and this bought back some not very pleasant memories... but thats what you intebnded to do wasn't it? and you did. I think it is a fantastic piece of work.... well done mate! I wasnt gonna write much was I? Well there you go, it must prove what a thought provoking and clever piece this is, uncomfortable listening at times, but totally engrossing

awesome track, very moody music factory of twisted fxed mayhem, loving it. rated!

OMG, that's pretty interesting. For me, sounds a bit mess (if you get what i mean)... it seems to me there's a lack of some atmosphere that would keep a listener at tense and keep his interest... ah, forget it, anyway, that's good kind of industrial-electronic-rock track, and i appreciate the work you've done;)

damn J - this is amazing - symphonic in form with the different sections - incredibly visual - perfect length for a staged performance piece -

fcuk me this is brutal, in parts almost gabba,i remember playig this the first time round, i cant remember it been this hard tho. some really hard ass beats, i like the slow down part thats a real nice touch, still gives of a ramstien vibe with the goth like vocs,goes on a bit dont it? 16 mins thats some task still a quality tune m8

Bloody hell! Wicked...........

once again some great stuff...but you've got a medium/high pitched saw that's conflicting with the vocals.

Reuploaded Sunday 26th November 2006 at approx. 1.15am GMY. EQ'd, Flanged, Filtererd, Echoed, Reverbed, fecked with in general - Childish Lessons V2. Please enjoy.

Very dark. I .... myself. Scary stuff man. I'm not suprised it took so long to do. It's EPIC. Nice one.

Oh, man--can definitely hear the turmoil behind this! Yes--intense and menacing, for sure. Definitely the backdrop for a mental breakdown. Epic, is, indeed the word.

I like this dark song...good job dude!

Thought I had already commented on this? Quite an Epic I can really see working well as backing for a theatre performance. vocals are very quiet but other than that production is very Impressive.

Very dark, but dark is good in my opinion. I like the different rhythms that interchange throughout the track. For over 16 mins long the music changes enough to keep interest without sounding like a load of shorter songs tacked together. Could do with hearing the vox better at times. Overall, a very good track.

hello this is mahur band, we are from turkey,istanbul. thanks. that song yo listened, is gypsy song. we are happy for that you like the record :)

really like this track, nice & agressive!!

really like this track, nice & agressive!!

hey dudes thanks for the comment and yer our recordin was done on a tape recorder lol and we shd have some professional recorded stuff alter on lol anyway we love what we hear keep it up and Its Neurotic

Awesome tune!!! I would kill to be able to do this kind of music. A lot of depth and space. This would be killer as a soundtrack. Very dark...veyr cool. Thanks for letting me listen. Brent Freeman Blair

good stuff. reminds me of skinny puppy. It sure is demented but great for listening. I would not consider it thrash but I think it is great music.

Awsome,makes me wanna kick someones ass!...I think I'll go play Grand Theft Auto now. You Rock keep it up! :) Derek-1RKO

Great heavy stuff, love that nrg coming off of it!! Dark synthpads. Lots of twists in there. Rated also, got some great music going on in here!!! Liove to hear more of your work!

A big thank you to everyone. I'm overwhelmed actually, it's been good to get a little kudos, following an abscence from all things online. Thanks again, J.

Oh My God! Is that really you ;-) It is sooooo good to have your music back!! As strong as I remember. You have been missed. Hope to catch you on the message boards some time. Nicci xxxx

Congrats on making the charts! Comments below...some reflections of my thoughts as well! :) Carol Sue

Dark and furious. Love the way it's all done on cheap/freeware.

what happened at the end? really changed didnt it

well im only 11 mins in lol, this is massive dude. congratualations this is sick. everyone has said it all, so many changes. cant believe im going to sit through 16 min and not be bored. "im going to get you" is that what the vocal samp says? its killer. i wish this would have charted alittle higher, i think its a top 5 for sure, better then my 1 spot for sure. (redshirt theory takes a bow) i am now your humble servant. ....ing wicked! ratings

Congrads on making the charts !!! Also,thank you very, very much for your kind comments on All roads lead thru England !!Keeps the heart pumpin. Bob Brannan

loooooooooove the darkness to this track. very haunting with the evil synths and the spoken parts are pretty evil 2 :) love the percusion right up my street ;) love the kind gun sounds with the beats it like a war between beats and melodies. kinda like a robotic war within some really fcuked up industrial setting. the vocals give it a kinda goth feel i also get a nin feel as well as ramstien :) dam good track. rocks like a mofo and how long wow its a monster. the breakdown just before 9 mins is a nice change up then back in to the gun type beats its a epic and a half would suit film/game like home the track changes in the very late parts very smooth transistions and the spoken parts work a treat for over 16 mins that was a pure delight.nice chord sequence @ the end thumbs up

Wow, I can see why it takes so long to get this stuff together. When it starts you the track takes you by suprise, makes you uneasy and very on edge. Then the whole vibe kicks in and musicaly it start to mould and cohere into this massive twisted almost classical wall of sound. Love the darkness of this, but ask anybody on this site, and they will tell you im a sucker for this kind of stuff. You have similar programming to Ricky Mancini(another great artist on this site) especialy in you Rythems) Full on, Rated and a nomination from me. Steve

Incredible...hallowing...twisted...had a listen-gave me shivers I'ma big fan of classicl/impressional(ravel,Debussy,Stravinski) A bell has been rung.I can see you don't confine yourself at all.Either did the above mentioned. Definitely out of the box.Diggin the attitude on voc(kind of a Pink Floyd vibe). would suggest to add some soulful melodic vocs(Plant,Rodgers,Maybe Alice n Chains)But stands without.Will be lookin for other tracks from ya(about 7 mos? lol)If you ever need a guitar track-would be glad to step up Bob Brannan

First off, the production is great! Now judging on this track alone, I can tell you that you have good production skills and 7 months into making this?? I'd be too impatient lol. This is pretty cool man. There's something about it. The drums sound good. You recorded them live? It sounds like live drums and some sound samples too. There's lots of variation in this track and you get a big plus from me. The only thing I find bad about the electronic genre is that how most of it is repetitive, unlike this. Your effort has really shown off in this track and it makes me want to check out your other stuff! Though I find the track to be more enjoyable without the vocal samples as it's already crazy, though it's there for a reason stated in your comments. I'm typing as I'm listening and this is a LONG track man lol. I really like the grudge you get in this track. To me, everything sounds full and with life. Not something played only through some software. So uh yeah, this is a pretty long comment, for a pretty long song lol. Welcome to the site man. Rated and nominated! Epic tracks are the way to go! :D

wow, this is some really heavy stuff mate. I love it. Paints a brilliant image in my mind of evil evil things!!! namely my old maths teacher, she was nearly as evil as this track! I can smell the effort thats gone into this track! The vocals are cool but to be honest a bit tricky to make out what is being said (my only critique)... Gets my rate and a nomination for the charts. welcome to the site mate!