The Delivery System (Indie)
You don't look at the mantlepiece when you're poking the fire
Nebulae (Indie)
Artist Comments Have you ever experience bullying? Have you ever bullied anyone? If it's the latter, I truly hope 'Nebulae' sticks in your throat! Any victims of this nightmare scenario will instantly feel right at home.
The song attempts to symbolically lay out the pieces of the nightmare, uncovered, and for all to see - free from sentiment or false hope. Being subjected to serial bullying in the past forms an intrinsic part of my own make up. It made me the person I am today, and I can never be free of it, and I can never truly feel or experience anything that is not tainted by it. The hatred I feel for those responsible cannot be measured in words, no matter how abstract or 'poetic'...yet the hatred I feel for myself for allowing it to happen in the first place surpasses even this.
There can be no escape from the trap, the die is cast, and all I can do is live with it. Sometimes I can smile, like this :D
But those boys will come again...when I'm alone...and all I can do is follow them home. Compelled and condemned to live a life in a feedback loop.
Nebulae. The Delivery System 2005.
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The Delivery System Lists the following Influences
Joy Division/New Order, Julian Cope, Nick Cave, The Doors, The Smiths, Radiohead, Chemical Brothers, Bauhaus, Sisters of Mercy, John Foxx, Fad Gadget/Frank Tovey, Captain Beefheart, Magazine, Pink Floyd
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